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Published on: 3/18/2006
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There was one last chance for her: an education program set up for delinquent kids by Alen Bell.He was a probation officer at Lane County, Oregon, who tried to help juvenile delinquents before they were actually sent to jail - and who never gave up on a child.
I was then running a neuro-developmental program for him.When they first brought her to me to be given a functional neurological screening, she had refused to let me pull up her sleeves, which was necessary for one of the tests.Now I knew the reason.What testing she did allow me to do showed her to be very poorly coordinated.Her entire profile was that of a person with a retained Moro reflex.When I made a copy of the "typical behavior profile" of the child with a retained Moro reflex. and showed this to her mother, the woman said: "That,s my girl, from early on!"Such children are terribly sensitive to almost every loud noise, bright light, and smells.They tend to have motion sickness and tire quickly under fluorescent lights.She showed all the behavior problems that are the result of living in a world that is so inhospitable to them.
At first she would not work with me, though she agreed to do some of the exercises at home and faithfully came to the academic program that was offered at the Juvenile Education Center.The tutors there told me that she wrote beautiful poetry , was very smart, but they were very afraid that she was suicidal.What clued them to that, was that, no matter what the weather was, wind, rain or even snow Janet came without a coat, or even a sweater.Finally with the urging of one of her tutors, and only when the tutor agreed to come along, did she let me to actually work with her five days of the week, as we did with the other teenagers.
Now that I had seen her bleeding arms, it made sense that she never wore a coat.The same lack of sensation in her arms, also gave her little differentiation between hot or cold.Just as her pupils did not react to light when I shone a light into them it was a sign of some damage or lack of development in the brainstem.